tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86193944183415609462024-02-20T09:42:59.989-08:00Proud2bHumble'Cuz "I'm proud of how humble I am, and I have a passion for dispassionate discourse - and funny shit. "Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.comBlogger33125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-43615893009926310302014-11-27T11:12:00.001-08:002015-10-10T21:28:51.584-07:00DungeonLet me dance
love
deep
in
your
dungeon
take a chance
Love
dis our dysfunction
I will warm up
your
sad empty
Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-20626151826106409902014-03-09T05:07:00.000-07:002014-03-09T05:16:19.316-07:00Meatgrinder Life
facetious existence
playing game(s)
it self(s) resistance
putting it/self together
puzzle of a maze
leading itself back
hazy crazy daze
itself(s) the self it searches/seeks
random thrill recreation
asymptoting oblivion freak(s)
differential extinction infinities
mortal meatgrinder
be/not/be(s)
Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-34621152719435737242014-03-09T04:06:00.001-07:002014-03-09T04:06:09.050-07:00WTF R U PRAYIN 2
Omniscient present potent
in n out about n thru
beginning ending being
wtf r u prayin 2
if things r thoughts
me-they-them r you
those/these/thats no other
wtf r u prayin 2
containd restraind disdaind
missn evry fkn clue
only split b in yer brain
u wut u fkn prayin 2
disconnect yer disconnection
know no naught not new knot knew
brothers sisters keepers weepers
u Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-58715616237207167212012-12-26T22:53:00.000-08:002012-12-26T22:53:03.450-08:00Determinism Prism
So long as you're determined
to accept determinism,
it's easy to be free
of your self
made nimble prison.
;}
To begin
to knit together
original schism,
crazy lazy gaze
through existence
as a prism.
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Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-79088718691908585362012-12-26T22:41:00.000-08:002012-12-26T22:45:07.253-08:00a drift on faithReligious faith is a raft
that floats
upon the fear fogged ocean
of uncertainty.
To get to shore,
one must eventually
&Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-14950819814800580322012-11-17T21:52:00.001-08:002012-12-26T22:46:19.172-08:00How To Succeed At LosingDon't misunderstand existence
as just success
or failure,
as winning or losing,
as this or that or the other.
Be
existence,
for we are it and it is us.
Winning/losing is merely existence
dancing with itself
within itself
within ourself.Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-53537600979066461302012-04-09T11:14:00.002-07:002012-04-09T11:31:30.136-07:00Facing the FacetsWhen I look into your eyes, I think I think I see, through the characters we're playing, me looking back at me.Facets of existence,face-ing one another. You're my father, You're my mother, You're my sister, You're my brother, Enemy friend lover - any other.Concurrent sentences,consecutively serving.Sentient cell mates,thrilling Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-88260894194457073512012-03-18T20:46:00.000-07:002012-04-18T20:49:19.368-07:00What The FuckWe love to fuck, breed breed breedslaves to instinct, spread that seedgot more peeps than we'll ever need.Eating our own tail, planetary weeds.What the fuck, let's try our luck.Our desparate distractions, hedonist creedssatyr-ical nymphs, off the cliff full speedI'ma gettin' Armageddonare you gettin' fun's a settin'? What the fuck, let's try our luck.Poisoning the water, acid in the airmutating Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-43887574332969297062012-03-18T20:35:00.001-07:002012-04-18T20:43:08.428-07:00Studi O'Actor's - The InsideJust-rented corporeal mudin this life to be 2b.Antediluvial spawn,divergent by degrees.Hot blooded flashy floods,flesh-imprisoned feelin' free.Evicted Aboriginalout the fuckin' family tree.My buds boost the meth-thud,Adler-addled alterego'd jamboree.Meisner-misered goodly knights,self-incarcerating me-emcees.Clift, Monroe, Pacino, Dean,father, mother, sister, brother.Newman, Fonda, Hoffman, De Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-20767241343485375612012-03-18T20:29:00.000-07:002012-04-18T20:32:41.564-07:00Sole Solo Soul Soldmortal matters: who am I?egocentric craves extensionbye (every1), bi buyspirit/soul: save'me' invention "when my body goes to mold" despair-ation be controlled sole solo soul sold"pleas god please god i will serve my conscious patterns 2 preserve don't forget my memories please god me god hear my pleas" "keep me playing me/my role" be forever holey goal sole solo soul soldgoin' Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-3121621653559891492012-03-18T20:21:00.000-07:002012-04-18T20:26:02.863-07:00Rapeture Us"c'mon rapeture lift me upto the sky thru this guy""c'mon rapeture hurry up"pray 'n cry don' wanna diebill u thrill u 2 yore deathsuck suckers money ev'ry breath"c'mon rapeture lift me upto the sky thru this guy"oblivion fearing realing pain2 hot 2 handle freeze yer brain"c'mon rapeture hurry up"pray 'n cry don' wanna dieold cold comfort keeps you warmdoubt cloud minded sieze no smarm"c'mon Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-86870591778238552072012-03-18T20:18:00.000-07:002012-04-18T20:20:16.817-07:00Prey 2 BangersBelieve!BANG YOURSELF!Dildos keep on preaching.Faith is the price of fear,truth not what you wanna hear.Believe!BANG YOURSELF!Holy pro's keep on leaching.Fucked up priests extort the sheeple,sit in church, on my steeple.Believe!BANG YOURSELF!Jesus' ho's keep on teaching.Born in servitude's traditions,dead dude's wives on mythic missions.Believe!BANG YOURSELF!Reason's foes keep on Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-81193210471313440622012-03-18T20:12:00.000-07:002013-09-05T11:00:17.056-07:00One And/Into ManyOne God many souls
Live to death
ev'ry breath
hope for more
keeping score
vs
One Soul into many
Infuses all
big e small
emcee squared
oblivion dared
vs
One God many souls
God so high above
man so far b'lows
ununconditional love
sinners penance owe
vs
One Soul into many
in and out I flow
illusion/real uncanny
watching out-in-up-below
vs
One God many souls
"Feel My Wrath"
fear holy holes
Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-73434986309496511922012-03-18T20:02:00.000-07:002012-04-18T20:10:29.817-07:00No MeYaa you no my name, said no no no no rite right up til I came. Where th'ell gonna go go?All ya's end up all the same. Believin' hard in faith'n freely will-y won't.Self undetermine fate 'n satan due undo death undon't. I'm 'round ev'ry corner I b creepin' up fast blind date with a coronerhad ta know ya wouldn't lastso many did ya knewfathers, Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-72245504292187708432012-03-18T07:53:00.001-07:002012-04-21T01:48:32.951-07:00Differential Tooled 2 1You, methey, weus,all one.Rich ol crackerAfrican bitch,dust,all one.Muslim, Jewbibler, witchjust unjust,all one.River of fleshrunning through time,dust to dust,all one.Politician, preacherlying crying,rusty pus,all one.Forest, treesdifferential seize,differential tools,differential tease,differential fools,differentials seeTree tree tree tree tree tree tree,all one.Be you, lonely only you,Suffer,Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-79081567671080583562012-03-09T12:03:00.001-08:002012-04-09T12:07:35.309-07:00AnimalsWe're animals,that's the starting place.This you can't deny,You're just lying to your face.Walking in circlesin the forest of your mind.Can't know where to goif you're blind to what's behind.Mere animals,much like all the rest.Pissing, shitting, everyone,put it to the test.Adrift on cosmic seaslost among the stars.Can't know where to beif you won't know what you are.Queer animals,anciently Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-76877398398267625692012-03-09T11:21:00.002-08:002012-04-09T12:07:53.229-07:00Gnuckle Dragonwhatcha conservin', conservatater?old days old ways, old brain'd change haterwe evolvin', u b laggin'past time, slay yer gnuckle dragonjus jam them digits in the groundtry drag us back jus slow us downmisinformatin' curtain's saggin'chop it drop it, slay yer gnuckle dragonfear death pain'n hatin'big daddy god creatin'dually xtians, muzzies, jews, paganspassed prime 2 slay yer gnuckle dragonwe Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-35525909757011287542012-02-18T20:00:00.000-08:002014-02-21T19:34:41.808-08:00InSiDe OuTtimeless immortal
never born to die
omniscient
-present
-potent
all
not
I/not-I
great for you
sucks for me
the others too
hear our plea
we out
let us in
please forgive our sin
know no fear
feel no pain
shed no tears
shits mundane
sex, drugs, rock n roll
lose our little selves
control
prison prism
pay the toll
peakin' in burns the soul
we out
let us in
please forgive our sin
space time be Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-30963675929414366642012-02-18T19:53:00.001-08:002014-02-21T19:41:01.769-08:00fuCK faith, FUckfaceno not a lispy typo title
yer faith'n fucks our fates
see red yer rites on first recital
fuCK faith, FUckface
throw away all reason
give in to the fear
panic choice early season
time ta put it inya rear
Aint jus' gonna letchya
fuckup dis whole dam place
truth it's gonna getchya
fuCK faith, FUckface
no argue'n no question
just put those blinders on
susceptible suggestion'd
so scared yore minds Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-52582689064631944602012-02-18T07:42:00.000-08:002012-12-26T23:10:04.071-08:00d OG Bucket Listcheck off, check out
experience every life
iterating certain doubt
inner piecing outer strife
chasin' thrills n' chills
runnin' out the clock
sex n' booze n' pills
run don't walk 'round the block
waste no time contemplatin'
might miss some adventure
more livin' lovin' death be hatin'
bucket bound peaks serf indentured
frantic antics recreatin'
creations variations
straight up list tabulatin'
Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-24354907867426976012012-02-18T07:30:00.000-08:002012-04-18T07:32:17.046-07:00A Maze in GraysI'm the player I'm the gamea puzzle of a mazethe goner wents time cameperverter of my gazelost in others searchingI you slice and dicedice and sliceheretics loving churching"that shits fire""this is nice"science philosophy geeksa-mazed puzzled hiders seekunveiling convergent integrationsrazing ill-usurious differentiationtrue believers worship truthholey pieceswholly pointda holy wayparts the Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-47002393739314081702012-01-18T19:38:00.000-08:002014-02-21T20:30:00.694-08:00Antonymically Correct(Semenal Lines 4 Binarian Mind's)
Me not me not
Live die live die
cold hot cold hot
laugh cry laugh cry
in out in out
shallow deep
certain doubt
waking sleep
profane devout
too loose to keep
sheeple preacher
pure taint
pupil teacher
is aint
God man god man
Wrong right wrong right
Chaos plan chaos plan
dark light dark light
heaven hell heaven hell
ascend descend
buy sell buy sell
ass-end Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-79423815232947840562012-01-18T07:33:00.000-08:002014-02-21T20:56:04.143-08:00Abrahamic Manic PanicFlat heads flat world,
sun moon stars twirl
holey fabric of the sky
pain 'n death 'n wonder why
pris'ners work'n gangs
many til they fall
each life impulse hangs
some time kill 'em all
a people nearly broken
need to steal inside
imagined god has spoken
make ol' Abe your guide
"Let's do
the Abrahamic
Manic
Panic"
mystical mythic man-acle
one who never was
creatin' comfortin' creatures
slave allProud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-26885421746836166812012-01-13T19:03:00.001-08:002012-04-13T19:11:06.303-07:00Rather Be DeadJust beneath the surface, animal lurks.Instinct,fight/flight chemical works.No time to heed to read, keep it in its cage.Primeval power panic fear addictive rage.Serve the primal sentence;close the book, tear the page.Won't fly,cold and empty.I fight hot,overfull.Blazing hate inferno,ugly beautiful.Had enuf of fear,don't like how it taste.Learned it,turned it,raging toxic waste.Hot Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8619394418341560946.post-7655751166754715882011-06-17T17:02:00.000-07:002011-06-17T17:31:42.679-07:00Inseminator's DayDon't worry dad, it'll be ok.On this genetic journey,we're all stops along the way.We're the synergy sumsof all who came before,daughter's and sonsof fish who walked ashore.Sentient drops in a river of flesh,flowing through time, flying in space.Past, present, future enmeshed,millennia of fathers written on each face.Who you are, what you do,echoes through time,serious, silly too,fruitless, Proud2bHumblehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03691609895881003514noreply@blogger.com0