Dungeon

Let me dance
            love
     deep 
       in 
         your 
           dungeon

take a chance
            Love
dis our dysfunction

 I will warm up 
     your
   sad empty 
 glistening walls
and leave a trail 
     out 
    as my 
  hot tallow 
    falls

Let's us dance
              love
   we'll lighten
 your darkness
   as we swing 
     to the beat 
    of 
 prime ordeal
           calls

We'll
    free
 your volcano
ride lava waves
           blast out
    of 
your chasm
    orgasm so high
  you remember
 re member
    how high
      you 
        can 
             fly...

    no longer falling
             drift
        softly
   unbound
       forever 
    ears ringing
   our
     sweethearted
   sound
    our love song
  reminding
     we dance
        in
           the
               sky

Let me dance
    Love
deep in your dungeon

- 2b -

Meatgrinder Life

facetious existence

playing game(s)

it self(s) resistance

putting it/self together

puzzle of a maze

leading itself back 

hazy crazy daze

itself(s) the self it searches/seeks

random thrill recreation

asymptoting oblivion freak(s)

differential extinction infinities

mortal meatgrinder

be/not/be(s)

WTF R U PRAYIN 2

Omniscient present potent

in n out about n thru

beginning ending being

wtf r u prayin 2

if things r thoughts

me-they-them r you

those/these/thats no other

wtf r u prayin 2

containd restraind disdaind

missn evry fkn clue

only split b in yer brain

u wut u fkn prayin 2

disconnect yer disconnection

know no naught not new knot knew

brothers sisters keepers weepers

u wut u fkn prey on 2

u wut u fkn slayin u

u wut u fkn playin u

wtf u prayin 2

Determinism Prism

So long as you're determined
to accept determinism,
it's easy to be free
of your self
made nimble prison.
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To begin
to knit together
original schism,
crazy lazy gaze
through existence
as a prism.
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a drift on faith

Religious faith is a raft 
          that floats 
upon the fear fogged ocean 
      of uncertainty. 

To get to shore, 
one must eventually 
                                step off the raft, 
for the raft
is not the shore
                    until 
              one
     realizes 
               that the ocean 
is an illusion, 
as is the shore, 
and the need for a raft.

How To Succeed At Losing

Don't misunderstand existence 
as just success or failure,
as winning or losing, 
as this or that or the other.

Be existence, 
for we are it and it is us. 
Winning/losing is merely existence 
dancing with itself 
within itself 
within ourself.

Facing the Facets

When I look into your eyes,
I think I think I see,
through the characters
we're playing,
me looking back at me.

Facets of existence,
face-ing one another.
You're my father,
You're my mother,
You're my sister,
You're my brother,
Enemy friend lover
- any other.

Concurrent sentences,
consecutively serving.
Sentient cell mates,
thrilling and unnerving.

Separate'd delusions,
look in look out.
Reasoning solutions,
no faith no doubt.

As I do unto you,
I do unto myself.
Peaceful, flying together,
or piecemeal in hell.

There's no alone
at one with all,
big and small.
Connection all around,
Water sky and ground.

Melt into the universe;
Come out of your shell-hell.
He, she, he-she, she-he,
Love is e-z peasy,
being me being you
being me-zy.

When you look into my eyes,
I hope you see the same.
Love me as you love yourself,
...being moth,
...being flame.


-2b-

What The Fuck

We love to fuck, breed breed breed
slaves to instinct, spread that seed
got more peeps than we'll ever need.
Eating our own tail, planetary weeds.
What the fuck, let's try our luck.

Our desparate distractions, hedonist creeds
satyr-ical nymphs, off the cliff full speed
I'ma gettin' Armageddon
are you gettin' fun's a settin'?
What the fuck, let's try our luck.

Poisoning the water, acid in the air
mutating viruses, really on a tear.
selfish rich gluttons, politicians stuck
Ain't enuf care, no spare planet to wear.
It's OK kids, it won't suck.
What the fuck, let's try our luck.

Our cosmic hammer's on it's way
to burn intern us back to muck.
Piss on each other, prey n'pray,
What the fuck, let's try our luck.

Dinosaurs had asteriod's burning ashy hell
We're much smarter, do ourselves
headcheesed hemorhoids on the shelf,
Torah Koran Bible bombs big bucks.
What the what the fuck, let's try our luck.

Genes, dreams, Who's drivin' this truck?
Competition, status, make a buck?
Or river of flesh, flowing in sinc.
Intellect, instinct, extant, extinct,
What the fuck, gotta wise up.

We are the keys the lock,
separation ideologies,
self cock-block.
What the fuck, gotta wise up.

Irrational foundations,
faith dumbstruck,
What the fuck, gotta wise up.

We await our own arrival
We can own our own survival.
What the
what the
what the
what the
what the
what the fuck?
gotta gotta
gotta gotta
gotta wake up.

-2b-

Studi O'Actor's - The Inside

Just-rented corporeal mud
in this life to be 2b.
Antediluvial spawn,
divergent by degrees.

Hot blooded flashy floods,
flesh-imprisoned feelin' free.
Evicted Aboriginal
out the fuckin' family tree.

My buds boost the meth-thud,
Adler-addled alterego'd jamboree.
Meisner-misered goodly knights,
self-incarcerating me-emcees.

Clift, Monroe, Pacino, Dean,
father, mother, sister, brother.
Newman, Fonda, Hoffman, De Niro'
misconnect-connecting self as other.

Actresses from Beirut.
erotic passion's gold mimers.
Johnny Wadd, Ramses II,
Fuckin' roles of lifetimers.

Actors acting as actors,
lying layers,
selfish self deceptions.
Factors factoring factors,
missing truth in misconceptions.

"As if" illusive personalities,
given surreal scenes,
circum-stance truth,
substitute memories.

Meta-for-us Method-ology
Actor's, studious, shadow.
Metaphysic memories,
micros mimic macro.

Embedded in each life threaded,
locked mystery's skeleton key.
Faint vestigial awareness,
ethereal detainees.

Anima animus animals affecting emotion,
Original Imagination's whispering ocean.
Archetypal memories, indwelling upwelling,
tidal title currents, swelling, compelling.

Born for this role,
in so deep I cannot see.
Addicted to this character,
Strasberg's got nuttin' on me.

-2b-

Sole Solo Soul Sold

mortal matters: who am I?
egocentric craves extension
bye (every1), bi buy
spirit/soul: save'me' invention

"when my body goes to mold"
despair-ation be controlled
sole solo soul sold

"pleas god please god i will serve
my conscious patterns 2 preserve
don't forget
my memories
please god me god hear my pleas"

"keep me playing me/my role"
be forever holey goal
sole solo soul sold

goin' onces
goin' goin' twice
goodbad blow'n dunces
spew {good god ;} advice

"to be with god: god 2 b tolled"
sole solo soul sold

fear and pray
wish and pay
heaven hellin'
we they sellin'

"live forever never old
or freeze in fire burning cold"
sole solo soul sold

proficient prophets profit shall
racket'ring rabbbid irrationale:
"rest in faith misunderstanding
look no deeper god's demanding"

"wea've words of old"
fore blood and gold
sole solo soul sold

"fell from grace, all b sinners
no know, no-knows...or chicken dinners"
egos disparate by bi buy design
self sepa-rated by bi space buy bye time

"look out, don't look - stay in the fold"
sole solo soul sold

just 1
peek
behind yore curtain
2 see the disconnect connection
to-be-2 to-be-too
oblivi-uncertain
misdirect funhouse'd our reflection

many 1's illusion's hold
One's All-usions hidden bold
sole solo soul sold

-2b-

Rapeture Us

"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"
"c'mon rapeture hurry up"
pray 'n cry don' wanna die

bill u thrill u 2 yore death
suck suckers money ev'ry breath
"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"

oblivion fearing realing pain
2 hot 2 handle freeze yer brain
"c'mon rapeture hurry up"
pray 'n cry don' wanna die

old cold comfort keeps you warm
doubt cloud minded sieze no smarm
"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"

miss-tea denseness mis-insulates
twisty fences dis-integrate
"c'mon rapeture hurry up"
pray 'n cry don' wanna die

fall in 2 false bliss abyss
rationale warnings 2 dismiss
"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"

long story short changin' chumps
bi crazed derangin' money pumps
"c'mon rapeture hurry up"
pray 'n cry don' wanna die

standing ducklings in a row
ducking standard reason blow
"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"

funda-mentals needin' paddlin'
quackin' crap yer brains be addlin'
"c'mon rapeture hurry up"
pray 'n cry don' wanna die

spell it out no need b dense
2 scared 2 think u all pretense
"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"

if you see k why oh u
old dead 'i'dees fuck us 2
c'mon,
rapture,
rip 'me' up
2 let die, thru with di

steal sow reap on pushin'
yer chicken brains gone crappin'
real flow keeps on flowooshin'
no-ballz-on-peckers bitchin' slappin'

"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"
c'mon,
rapture - hurry up
'fore you kill us all, kill 'I'

brave scared-lazy-crazy, try again
drop instinctin' thinkin' like monkeys men
c'mon,
rapture,
rip 'me' up
2 let die, thru with di

you's your minds most fearless features
reason bind false preacher creatures
c'mon,
rapture - hurry up
'fore you kill us all, kill 'I'

b 1 2 own your rapture
strip out scripture crapture
c'mon,
rapture,
rip 'me' up
2 let die, thru with di

see past u/i, get high
know now forever never dies
c'mon,
rapture - hurry up
'fore you kill us all, kill 'I'

c'mon!
rapture!!
rip 'me' up!!!
2 let die, b thru with di.
c'mon!
rapture!!hurry up!!!
'fore you kill us all, kill 'I'...

-2b-

Prey 2 Bangers

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

Dildos keep on preaching.
Faith is the price of fear,
truth not what you wanna hear.

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

Holy pro's keep on leaching.
Fucked up priests extort the sheeple,
sit in church, on my steeple.

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

Jesus' ho's keep on teaching.
Born in servitude's traditions,
dead dude's wives on mythic missions.

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

Reason's foes keep on reaching.
Terrified, fools consort,
rationality twists, turns, aborts.

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

No know's keep on screeching.
Ignoramus experts pontificate,
jump! afore its too late.

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

Dualist bullshit I'm impeaching.
Not so afraid of being dead
ta dumbfuck myself in the head.


-2b-

If enough of us believe, then it must be true.

One And/Into Many

One God many souls
Live to death
ev'ry breath
hope for more
keeping score

vs

One Soul into many
Infuses all
big e small
emcee squared
oblivion dared

vs

One God many souls
God so high above
man so far b'lows
ununconditional love
sinners penance owe

vs

One Soul into many
in and out I flow
illusion/real uncanny
watching out-in-up-below

vs

One God many souls
"Feel My Wrath"
fear holy holes

vs

One Soul into many
playing all the roles

-2b-

No Me

Yaa you no my name,
said no no no no
rite right up til I came.
Where th'ell gonna go go?
All ya's end up all the same.

Believin' hard in faith'n
freely will-y won't.
Self undetermine fate 'n satan
due undo death undon't.

I'm 'round ev'ry corner
I b creepin' up fast
blind date with a coroner
had ta know ya wouldn't last

so many did ya knew
fathers, mothers, famous, friends
seen their time come due
don't head in sand up 2 yer end

Should/shoulda got to know me.
way 2 know:
u no your self.
Own your understanding:
no get it off the shelf.

Be part of eternal,
absorbed expunged
no in no out.
No o/x; in-turn-all...
in truth be plunged
no faith no doubt.

Reaper spring!!!roll each role,
steer see-er scene scenery
Piling stole'n bleach-ed souls
meaner means means 'me'nery

Life's lives ill usin'
Death's deaths illusion.
Selfish selves confusin'
all All's allusions.

Live to meet me,
2 b/not-b.
Only way 2 see:
not see

Laugh, no need 2 cry;
just spit wee in u "i".
See me be me
he/she {he he ;}
forever/never die.

Die "i",
kill Death.
Suspect - evr'y breath.
Livin' "i" is dead.
Get u out yer head.

Kill my 'self'
kill Death
2b MySelf
I'm Death



-2b-

Differential Tooled 2 1

You, me
they, we
us,
all one.

Rich ol cracker
African bitch,
dust,
all one.

Muslim, Jew
bibler, witch
just unjust,
all one.

River of flesh
running through time,
dust to dust,
all one.

Politician, preacher
lying crying,
rusty pus,
all one.

Forest, trees
differential seize,
differential tools,
differential tease,
differential fools,
differentials see
Tree tree tree tree tree tree tree,
all one.

Be you, lonely only you,
Suffer, die,
wonder why.
Be we, be it, every who,
laugh, cry,
identify.
All one.

God is good, God is great.
Man's the child, separate.
Say tool fooled different-iates.
See the tool, don't be a fool,
You, me, God,
all one.

Be self and other,
Kill, starve, hate.
Or one and all,
live and love
selfless,
ego in its place,
all one.

Truth is hidden
all 'round,
in the air, the ground,
the sight, the sound.
All one.

What is our identity?
Are we me me me me me me me?
Or are you me,
and am I you,
and we are it,
all one.

-2b-

Animals

We're animals,
that's the starting place.
This you can't deny,
You're just lying to your face.

Walking in circles
in the forest of your mind.
Can't know where to go
if you're blind to what's behind.

Mere animals,
much like all the rest.
Pissing, shitting, everyone,
put it to the test.

Adrift on cosmic seas
lost among the stars.
Can't know where to be
if you won't know what you are.

Queer animals,
anciently linked.
Greedy fearful gluttons,
shamed by instinct.

Distilled by deadly struggle
survivors rising from our knees
you can't drive the car
if you throw away the keys.

Weird animals,
in sane insane.
blessedly cursed wit'
hypertrophic brains.

Clever, not too smart,
inventing ways to kill.
Pain and suffering arts,
refined since we had gills.

Sheer animals,
intelligence and pride.
take away 2 pounds of sponge,
lizards deep inside.

Confusing our behavior,
fabricating gods and deeevils.
ignorants ignore origins,
preaching goods and eeevils.

Clear animals,
hidden motivations.
Dysfunctionally functioning,
lost in affectations.

In thrall to man manner mannerisms,
Praising protocol.
Egotistic tribal nepotism,
instincts one and all.

Hear animals,
know from whence you came.
Don't be cartoon caricatures,
flat, imprisoned in your frames.

Players who know their instruments
make the sweetest sounds.
maybe we can orchestrate
less painful ways to be skinbound.

Dear animals,
be all you can be.
accept just what you are,
the truth will set you free.


-2b-

Gnuckle Dragon

whatcha conservin', conservatater?
old days old ways, old brain'd change hater

we evolvin', u b laggin'
past time, slay yer gnuckle dragon

jus jam them digits in the ground
try drag us back jus slow us down

misinformatin' curtain's saggin'
chop it drop it, slay yer gnuckle dragon

fear death pain'n hatin'
big daddy god creatin'

dually xtians, muzzies, jews, pagans
passed prime 2 slay yer gnuckle dragon

we made in his own image, see
(try'n to/not say, looks like me)

egocentric monkey braggin'
outgrow u, slay yer gnuckle dragon

control your women, grow your tribe
hymen hymn'n, heavens bribe

hey seed'n breed'n slavers, no more lady hag'n
pitiless pious cavemen, slay yer gnuckle dragon

sad funny thing, beast inside
make u crazy b'lieve'n any damn lie

ain't god u hear on yer shoulder naggin'
dusty savage echoes, slay yer gnuckle dragon

proud primal instinct lies drive/derive
extinctin' cancer coding, survival overthrive

fight logic flight, yer testosterone b ragin'
horny headed one-eyed sight, slay yer gnuckle dragon

primordial'y program'd sad ironic humor
spongy winning edge over lizard brain tumor

ungodly misbelievers untruths on b gaggin'
think away dead dread despair, slay yer gnuckle dragon

overactive amygdala's make ya all hormonal
kept yer genes safe this long, now ya asynchronal

drunk on fear, fall off the crazy wagon
punk'd volunteer, slay yer gnuckle dragon

put down that oxycontin Rush 'n take some oxytocin
fuck yer irrationaliz'n overreact'n apprehense'n overdose'n

plug yer 'fraidy hole 'n stop rightwing wrongraggin'
blowhard breathin' liar fire, slay yer gnuckle dragon

we tryin' ta get busy 'n yer the head ache
wind'n faith blind'n fact grind'n snaky fake

lord's ridin' serfs, broke wave u flaggin'
trickle down piss trick, slay yer gnuckle dragon

grab u balls see truth, bible koran torah taggin'
truth yer paintin' 'taints, dicks, slay yer gnuckle dragon

u me god we conversatin'
what is
how to
play the game debatin'
yer part's obstinate obstupificatin'
'bout heaven hell'n angels satan

u the dragon u b ridin', ugly dead-head-baggin'
inside insight u b fightin', slay yer gnuckle dragon

some we pullin' from the other side
takes 1 2 no the game enjoy the ride

why keep on hidin' ziggin' zaggin'?
time's truth'll slay yer gnuckle dragon


-2b-

InSiDe OuT

timeless immortal
never born to die
omniscient
-present
-potent
all
not
I/not-I

great for you
sucks for me
the others too
hear our plea

we out
let us in
please forgive our sin

know no fear
feel no pain
shed no tears
shits mundane

sex, drugs, rock n roll
lose our little selves
control
prison prism
pay the toll
peakin' in burns the soul

we out
let us in
please forgive our sin

space time be your bitch
oblivion don't exist
we live 2 die to scratch your itch
play us slay us grist

we out
let us in
please forgive our sin

countless crew this cruel crude ship
some thin sum things something hide
round and round this mobius trip
god godda get ta the other side

flip the coin dog
wag your tailgod
skip the groin fog
snagged yer veil fraud

one many must become
to know the great divide
rock sun pond scum
lonely egos
blinding pride

doggdamn god near 'bout
godda turn yerself
burn yerself
InSiDe OuT

u out u in
please forgive u sin

all the same
sane insane
play the game
death be slain

If ya can't
get in
get the insight
out
no lose
no win
no faith
no doubt
outside/inside's
InSiDe OuT

-2b-

fuCK faith, FUckface

no not a lispy typo title
yer faith'n fucks our fates
see red yer rites on first recital
fuCK faith, FUckface

throw away all reason
give in to the fear
panic choice early season
time ta put it inya rear

Aint jus' gonna letchya
fuckup dis whole dam place
truth it's gonna getchya
fuCK faith, FUckface

no argue'n no question
just put those blinders on
susceptible suggestion'd
so scared yore minds 'r gone

"no proof required"
rotten at the base
old stale expired
fuCK faith, FUckface

cain't really blame the 'cestors
survivin' hard enuf
mortality wounded festered
every role a snuff

didn' know shit
back in the days
fuck'n deal'd widdit
any witchy ways
know'n now, no shit.
fuCK faith, FUckfayce

pray'n 'way your sin
hide'n god 'way within
ok 2 prey upon your kin
crawl'n back the way u bin

no, proof required
gotta knew clue ace
knowin' hard aquired
fuCK faith, FUckface

desprit ta rapture out
not up fer tryin dyin
pinch yer head, crush yer doubt
"save me lord"
always cryin

yer lackin brainy balls
yer HEad's a nut case
jealous vengeful
above-it-all
fuCK yer faith, FUckface

just a buncha pussies
2 scared 2 dumb 2 think
tablets burnin' bushies
tro' in the kitchen sink

'no proof - required'
whatchyer signs say see
dat ole shit b tired
fuCKy faithy, FUckfacey

won't excuse yer stoopid
believin hate is love
yer flyin baby Cupid
b cryin up above

time now to do better
raise the human race
lay down yer ol' sun-setter
fuCK ya faith, FUckface

truth is all around us
not just shinin' down
tradition ignorants lust
ev'ry ego wears the crown

irrational retire
grow up,
mature with grace
know your self desires
fuCK faith, FUckface

many ways to get there
some circle past, waiting
few straight to it knowhere
way(ding!) masters baiting

everything embrace
no inner/outer space
dividing lines erase
vanish 'ppearances w'out a trace

fuCK yer stupid-hazy
blind-lazy
deadly-crazy
fakey not-me-fazin faith

FUcKKKface ;}


-2b-

d OG Bucket List

check off, check out
experience every life
iterating certain doubt
inner piecing outer strife

chasin' thrills n' chills
runnin' out the clock
sex n' booze n' pills
run don't walk 'round the block

waste no time contemplatin'
might miss some adventure
more livin' lovin' death be hatin'
bucket bound peaks serf indentured

frantic antics recreatin'
creations variations
straight up list tabulatin'
existence be vacation

see hear taste smell feel
pain (it's-own/worth-the) pleasure
real unreal unreel the wheel
divinely worthless greasy treasure