What The Fuck

We love to fuck, breed breed breed
slaves to instinct, spread that seed
got more peeps than we'll ever need.
Eating our own tail, planetary weeds.
What the fuck, let's try our luck.

Our desparate distractions, hedonist creeds
satyr-ical nymphs, off the cliff full speed
I'ma gettin' Armageddon
are you gettin' fun's a settin'?
What the fuck, let's try our luck.

Poisoning the water, acid in the air
mutating viruses, really on a tear.
selfish rich gluttons, politicians stuck
Ain't enuf care, no spare planet to wear.
It's OK kids, it won't suck.
What the fuck, let's try our luck.

Our cosmic hammer's on it's way
to burn intern us back to muck.
Piss on each other, prey n'pray,
What the fuck, let's try our luck.

Dinosaurs had asteriod's burning ashy hell
We're much smarter, do ourselves
headcheesed hemorhoids on the shelf,
Torah Koran Bible bombs big bucks.
What the what the fuck, let's try our luck.

Genes, dreams, Who's drivin' this truck?
Competition, status, make a buck?
Or river of flesh, flowing in sinc.
Intellect, instinct, extant, extinct,
What the fuck, gotta wise up.

We are the keys the lock,
separation ideologies,
self cock-block.
What the fuck, gotta wise up.

Irrational foundations,
faith dumbstruck,
What the fuck, gotta wise up.

We await our own arrival
We can own our own survival.
What the
what the
what the
what the
what the
what the fuck?
gotta gotta
gotta gotta
gotta wake up.

-2b-

Studi O'Actor's - The Inside

Just-rented corporeal mud
in this life to be 2b.
Antediluvial spawn,
divergent by degrees.

Hot blooded flashy floods,
flesh-imprisoned feelin' free.
Evicted Aboriginal
out the fuckin' family tree.

My buds boost the meth-thud,
Adler-addled alterego'd jamboree.
Meisner-misered goodly knights,
self-incarcerating me-emcees.

Clift, Monroe, Pacino, Dean,
father, mother, sister, brother.
Newman, Fonda, Hoffman, De Niro'
misconnect-connecting self as other.

Actresses from Beirut.
erotic passion's gold mimers.
Johnny Wadd, Ramses II,
Fuckin' roles of lifetimers.

Actors acting as actors,
lying layers,
selfish self deceptions.
Factors factoring factors,
missing truth in misconceptions.

"As if" illusive personalities,
given surreal scenes,
circum-stance truth,
substitute memories.

Meta-for-us Method-ology
Actor's, studious, shadow.
Metaphysic memories,
micros mimic macro.

Embedded in each life threaded,
locked mystery's skeleton key.
Faint vestigial awareness,
ethereal detainees.

Anima animus animals affecting emotion,
Original Imagination's whispering ocean.
Archetypal memories, indwelling upwelling,
tidal title currents, swelling, compelling.

Born for this role,
in so deep I cannot see.
Addicted to this character,
Strasberg's got nuttin' on me.

-2b-

Sole Solo Soul Sold

mortal matters: who am I?
egocentric craves extension
bye (every1), bi buy
spirit/soul: save'me' invention

"when my body goes to mold"
despair-ation be controlled
sole solo soul sold

"pleas god please god i will serve
my conscious patterns 2 preserve
don't forget
my memories
please god me god hear my pleas"

"keep me playing me/my role"
be forever holey goal
sole solo soul sold

goin' onces
goin' goin' twice
goodbad blow'n dunces
spew {good god ;} advice

"to be with god: god 2 b tolled"
sole solo soul sold

fear and pray
wish and pay
heaven hellin'
we they sellin'

"live forever never old
or freeze in fire burning cold"
sole solo soul sold

proficient prophets profit shall
racket'ring rabbbid irrationale:
"rest in faith misunderstanding
look no deeper god's demanding"

"wea've words of old"
fore blood and gold
sole solo soul sold

"fell from grace, all b sinners
no know, no-knows...or chicken dinners"
egos disparate by bi buy design
self sepa-rated by bi space buy bye time

"look out, don't look - stay in the fold"
sole solo soul sold

just 1
peek
behind yore curtain
2 see the disconnect connection
to-be-2 to-be-too
oblivi-uncertain
misdirect funhouse'd our reflection

many 1's illusion's hold
One's All-usions hidden bold
sole solo soul sold

-2b-

Rapeture Us

"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"
"c'mon rapeture hurry up"
pray 'n cry don' wanna die

bill u thrill u 2 yore death
suck suckers money ev'ry breath
"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"

oblivion fearing realing pain
2 hot 2 handle freeze yer brain
"c'mon rapeture hurry up"
pray 'n cry don' wanna die

old cold comfort keeps you warm
doubt cloud minded sieze no smarm
"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"

miss-tea denseness mis-insulates
twisty fences dis-integrate
"c'mon rapeture hurry up"
pray 'n cry don' wanna die

fall in 2 false bliss abyss
rationale warnings 2 dismiss
"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"

long story short changin' chumps
bi crazed derangin' money pumps
"c'mon rapeture hurry up"
pray 'n cry don' wanna die

standing ducklings in a row
ducking standard reason blow
"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"

funda-mentals needin' paddlin'
quackin' crap yer brains be addlin'
"c'mon rapeture hurry up"
pray 'n cry don' wanna die

spell it out no need b dense
2 scared 2 think u all pretense
"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"

if you see k why oh u
old dead 'i'dees fuck us 2
c'mon,
rapture,
rip 'me' up
2 let die, thru with di

steal sow reap on pushin'
yer chicken brains gone crappin'
real flow keeps on flowooshin'
no-ballz-on-peckers bitchin' slappin'

"c'mon rapeture lift me up
to the sky thru this guy"
c'mon,
rapture - hurry up
'fore you kill us all, kill 'I'

brave scared-lazy-crazy, try again
drop instinctin' thinkin' like monkeys men
c'mon,
rapture,
rip 'me' up
2 let die, thru with di

you's your minds most fearless features
reason bind false preacher creatures
c'mon,
rapture - hurry up
'fore you kill us all, kill 'I'

b 1 2 own your rapture
strip out scripture crapture
c'mon,
rapture,
rip 'me' up
2 let die, thru with di

see past u/i, get high
know now forever never dies
c'mon,
rapture - hurry up
'fore you kill us all, kill 'I'

c'mon!
rapture!!
rip 'me' up!!!
2 let die, b thru with di.
c'mon!
rapture!!hurry up!!!
'fore you kill us all, kill 'I'...

-2b-

Prey 2 Bangers

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

Dildos keep on preaching.
Faith is the price of fear,
truth not what you wanna hear.

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

Holy pro's keep on leaching.
Fucked up priests extort the sheeple,
sit in church, on my steeple.

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

Jesus' ho's keep on teaching.
Born in servitude's traditions,
dead dude's wives on mythic missions.

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

Reason's foes keep on reaching.
Terrified, fools consort,
rationality twists, turns, aborts.

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

No know's keep on screeching.
Ignoramus experts pontificate,
jump! afore its too late.

Believe!
BANG YOURSELF!

Dualist bullshit I'm impeaching.
Not so afraid of being dead
ta dumbfuck myself in the head.


-2b-

If enough of us believe, then it must be true.

One And/Into Many

One God many souls
Live to death
ev'ry breath
hope for more
keeping score

vs

One Soul into many
Infuses all
big e small
emcee squared
oblivion dared

vs

One God many souls
God so high above
man so far b'lows
ununconditional love
sinners penance owe

vs

One Soul into many
in and out I flow
illusion/real uncanny
watching out-in-up-below

vs

One God many souls
"Feel My Wrath"
fear holy holes

vs

One Soul into many
playing all the roles

-2b-

No Me

Yaa you no my name,
said no no no no
rite right up til I came.
Where th'ell gonna go go?
All ya's end up all the same.

Believin' hard in faith'n
freely will-y won't.
Self undetermine fate 'n satan
due undo death undon't.

I'm 'round ev'ry corner
I b creepin' up fast
blind date with a coroner
had ta know ya wouldn't last

so many did ya knew
fathers, mothers, famous, friends
seen their time come due
don't head in sand up 2 yer end

Should/shoulda got to know me.
way 2 know:
u no your self.
Own your understanding:
no get it off the shelf.

Be part of eternal,
absorbed expunged
no in no out.
No o/x; in-turn-all...
in truth be plunged
no faith no doubt.

Reaper spring!!!roll each role,
steer see-er scene scenery
Piling stole'n bleach-ed souls
meaner means means 'me'nery

Life's lives ill usin'
Death's deaths illusion.
Selfish selves confusin'
all All's allusions.

Live to meet me,
2 b/not-b.
Only way 2 see:
not see

Laugh, no need 2 cry;
just spit wee in u "i".
See me be me
he/she {he he ;}
forever/never die.

Die "i",
kill Death.
Suspect - evr'y breath.
Livin' "i" is dead.
Get u out yer head.

Kill my 'self'
kill Death
2b MySelf
I'm Death



-2b-

Differential Tooled 2 1

You, me
they, we
us,
all one.

Rich ol cracker
African bitch,
dust,
all one.

Muslim, Jew
bibler, witch
just unjust,
all one.

River of flesh
running through time,
dust to dust,
all one.

Politician, preacher
lying crying,
rusty pus,
all one.

Forest, trees
differential seize,
differential tools,
differential tease,
differential fools,
differentials see
Tree tree tree tree tree tree tree,
all one.

Be you, lonely only you,
Suffer, die,
wonder why.
Be we, be it, every who,
laugh, cry,
identify.
All one.

God is good, God is great.
Man's the child, separate.
Say tool fooled different-iates.
See the tool, don't be a fool,
You, me, God,
all one.

Be self and other,
Kill, starve, hate.
Or one and all,
live and love
selfless,
ego in its place,
all one.

Truth is hidden
all 'round,
in the air, the ground,
the sight, the sound.
All one.

What is our identity?
Are we me me me me me me me?
Or are you me,
and am I you,
and we are it,
all one.

-2b-

Animals

We're animals,
that's the starting place.
This you can't deny,
You're just lying to your face.

Walking in circles
in the forest of your mind.
Can't know where to go
if you're blind to what's behind.

Mere animals,
much like all the rest.
Pissing, shitting, everyone,
put it to the test.

Adrift on cosmic seas
lost among the stars.
Can't know where to be
if you won't know what you are.

Queer animals,
anciently linked.
Greedy fearful gluttons,
shamed by instinct.

Distilled by deadly struggle
survivors rising from our knees
you can't drive the car
if you throw away the keys.

Weird animals,
in sane insane.
blessedly cursed wit'
hypertrophic brains.

Clever, not too smart,
inventing ways to kill.
Pain and suffering arts,
refined since we had gills.

Sheer animals,
intelligence and pride.
take away 2 pounds of sponge,
lizards deep inside.

Confusing our behavior,
fabricating gods and deeevils.
ignorants ignore origins,
preaching goods and eeevils.

Clear animals,
hidden motivations.
Dysfunctionally functioning,
lost in affectations.

In thrall to man manner mannerisms,
Praising protocol.
Egotistic tribal nepotism,
instincts one and all.

Hear animals,
know from whence you came.
Don't be cartoon caricatures,
flat, imprisoned in your frames.

Players who know their instruments
make the sweetest sounds.
maybe we can orchestrate
less painful ways to be skinbound.

Dear animals,
be all you can be.
accept just what you are,
the truth will set you free.


-2b-

Gnuckle Dragon

whatcha conservin', conservatater?
old days old ways, old brain'd change hater

we evolvin', u b laggin'
past time, slay yer gnuckle dragon

jus jam them digits in the ground
try drag us back jus slow us down

misinformatin' curtain's saggin'
chop it drop it, slay yer gnuckle dragon

fear death pain'n hatin'
big daddy god creatin'

dually xtians, muzzies, jews, pagans
passed prime 2 slay yer gnuckle dragon

we made in his own image, see
(try'n to/not say, looks like me)

egocentric monkey braggin'
outgrow u, slay yer gnuckle dragon

control your women, grow your tribe
hymen hymn'n, heavens bribe

hey seed'n breed'n slavers, no more lady hag'n
pitiless pious cavemen, slay yer gnuckle dragon

sad funny thing, beast inside
make u crazy b'lieve'n any damn lie

ain't god u hear on yer shoulder naggin'
dusty savage echoes, slay yer gnuckle dragon

proud primal instinct lies drive/derive
extinctin' cancer coding, survival overthrive

fight logic flight, yer testosterone b ragin'
horny headed one-eyed sight, slay yer gnuckle dragon

primordial'y program'd sad ironic humor
spongy winning edge over lizard brain tumor

ungodly misbelievers untruths on b gaggin'
think away dead dread despair, slay yer gnuckle dragon

overactive amygdala's make ya all hormonal
kept yer genes safe this long, now ya asynchronal

drunk on fear, fall off the crazy wagon
punk'd volunteer, slay yer gnuckle dragon

put down that oxycontin Rush 'n take some oxytocin
fuck yer irrationaliz'n overreact'n apprehense'n overdose'n

plug yer 'fraidy hole 'n stop rightwing wrongraggin'
blowhard breathin' liar fire, slay yer gnuckle dragon

we tryin' ta get busy 'n yer the head ache
wind'n faith blind'n fact grind'n snaky fake

lord's ridin' serfs, broke wave u flaggin'
trickle down piss trick, slay yer gnuckle dragon

grab u balls see truth, bible koran torah taggin'
truth yer paintin' 'taints, dicks, slay yer gnuckle dragon

u me god we conversatin'
what is
how to
play the game debatin'
yer part's obstinate obstupificatin'
'bout heaven hell'n angels satan

u the dragon u b ridin', ugly dead-head-baggin'
inside insight u b fightin', slay yer gnuckle dragon

some we pullin' from the other side
takes 1 2 no the game enjoy the ride

why keep on hidin' ziggin' zaggin'?
time's truth'll slay yer gnuckle dragon


-2b-